"rare lesbian rats"

Oct 19, 2014

im like perpetually stressed if u tell me to calm down or shit like ‘let it go’ itll get worse like idk its like yelling at me to do something i was already planning to do can u get that pls

Oct 16, 2014

sometimes i literally get distracted by my own reflection while walkin everyday i pass these big windows at my school and i examine how i walk and basically revel in how proud i am of my outfits im so indulgent in it now that i think of it

Oct 16, 2014

i have too much vanity like i literally have fun playing with my face in the mirror and i spent 4+ hours playing n posing in front of mirrors and probably 1 hour total of all the time i went to check my face and did i mention sometimes i just pull up my own selfies to look at randomly like wtf im kinda hot tho…. also im taking the time to talk about myself instead of beginning my hw like i should be doing instead
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Oct 15, 2014

No one rly reassures me that they heard what i said before changing the subject and it makes me feel like shit :)

No one rly reassures me that they heard what i said before changing the subject and it makes me feel like shit :)

Oct 15, 2014

I tried

Oct 15, 2014

i broke mirror a few days ago and im p sure the bad luck is kicking in i couldnt get supplies for my bio project, the psats r today and im sick af and i havent studied, when i was trying to get clothes my mini book holder jabbed my ass it hurt like hell and on top of all that i didnt finish any makeup work because i was takin nyquil so 90% of the time i was napping this week

Oct 14, 2014

Oct 14, 2014

Can someone link me to that suicide hotline thing thats a chatbox instead of a phonecall please idk where i put that info

Oct 13, 2014

i wont be surprised rly if i can go on long without literal talk-all-day close friends i am so materialistic anyways i just need cute shoes and some electronic pop music i promise ill be fine dont worry about me im not gonna expect anyone to worry rly but if you are- dont worry

Oct 13, 2014

iwriteaboutfeminism:

Group one occupies Manchester and Boyle for their “They think it’s a game” civil disobedience action.

Early morning, Monday, October 13th

(via irlflamedemon)

Oct 12, 2014

When i was trying to pretend everything was okay the past few days i tried to turn to food but the chips and the candy and that pumpkin spice latte came back with a revenge and i do this everytime i feel bad and all the bloating and imbalances make me feel like i need to puke so nowadays when i cry, i gag, my body just assumes theres something upsetting my stomach i guess and im afraid to go to school bcos everything remind me of myself them like who i am in front of people and it makes me w a nna cry and puke im already sick rn i want to go to school so i dont have to make it up tho but im siper sick

Oct 12, 2014

My lifes a melodramatic badly written novel and the writer wont kill me off and end it already

Oct 12, 2014

You rly know ur down to shit when you start questioning your own motives for everything to do WHAT AM I

Oct 12, 2014

Why is it that everytime i stand up for change in my life i feel like im being mean i feel so guilt ridden i feel like im the one who did everything why do i have to be so sensitive and hard to understand i dont even understand what i stand for or who i am i dont think i deserve friends but i want friends but everytime i meet someone and get close i fuck it up and whenever i admit my faults i feel like im being manipulative why am i like this why do i have to have anger issues and anxiety issues its like the worst combo im the asshole im the asshole im the asshole im so unstable i dont want to do anything can someone just take my place in the world

Oct 12, 2014

I hate confrontatiom even tho its a must for my mental health. All it does is make me nervous to my bones. if the worst that i anticipated happens i have a panic attack. If something that isnt the worst happens- i still have a panic attack about the future. The nonconfrontation makes me feel empty or makes me still have a panic attack if i think about it. Everyone hates me or is confused by me i just want to meet someone irl who understands me all the way or enough to not cause me as much stress as i have all the time rn cos rn sucks and i have no one to hug me when i feel out of my mind and console me honestly to get me comfortable instead of using fake consolations to get me to be quiet