sometimes i'm lame and sometimes i'm beyond lame

spikespiegell:

i like those bicep feelers they put on u at the doctors……… sometime they squeeze hard tho. yes i know that i have huge attractive muscles but have a lil self control hun :-)

yeah like ok my eyes r up here, bicep feelers off and emotional feelers on r u ready for the next level or not

Last check-in until May btw

Right i noticed like 2 of yall were concerned and might miss me and im sure there may or may not be more ppl who are curious, but yea, hit me up on skype, muriel_hambagger, if you wanna help me stop craving to check tumblr for friend communication! and ya im not sure if i told a handful of you (who were my old skype buds) my new skype so this would be a good time! :)

Experimenting with my thick/straight hair, and the fact that it is a new cut makes it easier to move around!

IM NOT GOING ON THIS SITE ANYMORE I SWEAR, ONE MONTH OFF. PLEse

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“I am grade 12 student who has just recently graduated. You might call me accomplished, and in a way, I am, but not in the way you’d think. 12 years of pouring over text books and being lined up to be judged in front of my peers has not made me any more intelligent. I can tell you the first 45 digits of Pi and I can explain to you the difference between an acid and a base, I can recite the Pythagorean Theorem in my sleep, I will recite lines out of a textbook like they are a religion. But I cannot tell you the value of security, or of kindness. The distinct contrast between personal health and personal gain. I can tell you in grade 10 four of my classmates attempted to take their own lives before finals. I can tell you our counsellors office is always booked. I can tell you how when I didn’t understand something in AP Chemistry my teacher asked me to leave if I could not participate in his class. I merely asked him to explain a question. Instead of doing his job and teaching, he told me to leave. Told me I was not good enough to be there. Mistakes are viewed as failure in these hallways. A wrong answer is a sin you must atone to, not a human error, but a flaw so grand it defines your entire life course. There is no “average” here. We all must exceed expectations. Do your parents know that a grade that is considered average is a “C”? When I got a C in fourth grade my parents grounded me for a month. They said I was lazy and stupid and incompetent and that I’d better smarten up and stop fooling around. I never fooled around. I am driven by a deep need to impress others. I never fool around. I worked and worked and worked, with a deep hollow of anxiety in my chest. I have never been good at History, but I worked and worked and I attained at best a low B. It was not good enough. It is not said but we are expected to put our education before our personal health. It is not asked of us, but it is what we must do to achieve what we are asked to achieve. Our teachers will tell you, “Oh, I only give them one hour of homework each night.” Which is essentially true, each of my five teachers only gives me one to two hours of homework each night. Hmm, that adds up to 5-10 hours of homework, and overdue classwork, and projects. Say goodbye to sleep, say goodbye to feeling calm. I’ve developed a deep rooted anxiety disorder due to school and perfectionistic tendencies. Even when you get 100 percent on an assignment they still criticise you, it is never good enough. One slip, and you are in deep deep trouble. I can tell you that 90 percent of us try our hardest, and our teachers and parents stand in the sidelines, screaming, “You can do better than that!””

—   Why I say our education system is flawed   (via totoros)

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schifnimrod:

Hail Hydra

schifnimrod:

Hail Hydra

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yes b thanks for watching me back i feel stronger and ready to wreck it *displays my yaoi muscles w/ confidence*

yes b thanks for watching me back i feel stronger and ready to wreck it *displays my yaoi muscles w/ confidence*

i have to make a political cartoon for history and im so afraid haha im making it about how homophobia shouldnt be treated the same as real phobias bcos it makes actual people less than human and to support it would be to support discrimination and violence against anyone nonhet and damn i feel im gonna get a shitton of backlash :’[ i also dont know if my drawing can convey that as strongly and i feel ppl might read it wrong

wow i had an extra day, an extra chance,a nd i spent the fucking day on twitter, trying to bake a snack, walking around, jerking around, and basically just not doing hw, i hate myself, i hate this site, i just want cinnamon buns and a sense of motivation again…

i think i actually might look for someone in my school to help me with that lmao do you think im allowed to put non-school affilated programs around my school, its for academic reasons

i need someone of support to literally monitor me if im working or not, i need them in the same room with a list of rewards for me, and fun things to do, if i do this essay, someone is going to bring me to a theme park(using their own cash), who’s interested?? You just need to remind me and help me organize my workspace, pay is having a good time, i will be a friend and tell you jokes

Tsukishima Shizuku + EmotionsWhisper of the Heart

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strangemud:

greenmariosmansion:

prepare to be sent to the friend zone!

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